Past..Now...Future

没她的日子

2012-02-12T21:48:00.003+08:00

两年了，我和她一直保持着样的关系。我真的很想跟她说我在想什么，可是我就是没那个胆量。她又没回我，我也不敢找她。不知道他最近怎样了，她现在应该在她姐那。
最近很烦，读书，在这的家又有那么多东西要搞。真想跟她聊聊。

=)

2011-11-26T01:35:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was totally awesome. I had 2 test for yesterday and we plan go "chiong K" after our test.
I was totally crazy at there.. Sing..Shout..Scream.. I had a lot of fun. Really enjoy alot. At night I also chat 2 hours with her. While It was the first time in this few month, I totally waited this chance for so long. Although she unhappy as she had something happen between she and her friend, then after that i didnt pick up her call.. Like 2 times, she was mad... Definitely mad. What I do ? I use what I good most. Talk those 有的没有的 and finally she told me everything. I also chit chat with her, tell her story.. What happen recently. I'm happy.. XD
Good night

很down

2011-11-15T01:31:00.001+08:00

You text me today... I was like happy till fly.. I'm excited and very happy as i can say. But every time it end like we wont be texting for tomorrow. You are the one who make my life happy and happier. I won't say my memory for the last 2 years were awesome or anything. What I know, is the time I spend with you in this 2 years is the most happiest day and meaningful day. You make my life wonderful... Miss Lee,I think i really fall deep for you.

Weird day ? 19th ?

2011-10-30T01:23:00.001+08:00

Well. Today don't have class. Saturday ma.. Didnt go anywhere. Just go out for dinner and watch football match. Seriously i wanna know what should i do. totally confuse...

18th ? Or Weird day

2011-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today again I caught in the rain. Today was totally a very surprice for me. I don't know how to say, should i say i'm happy ? or ? Because i think too much ? Until now i still thinking the same question. I am totally sad today. Compressing myself not to do anything stupid. Really.. Really.. mood very down and low. I just need to hear everything is fine, i just fooling with you before this. But who know ? You disappear like you last time do. =(

17th days

2011-10-27T18:05:00.000+08:00

Skip a day to post yesterday as I was really tired. How come such roommate so selfish ? Forget about it. Yesterday I skipped my breakfast and brunch, how awesome. Wait till 6pm and head to futsal. Lack of keeper yesterday so I became the keeper, a person who just getting better because of the hand ? but still yesterday was awesome I totally become a legend of keeper. Although mostly the time i play a part as a keeper but still i got chance with friend so that i got chance to come out and kick as well.
This morning I woke up late ah. !! Then rush to college but still manage to get in time. So pass half of my day in college. Then finally go home, how unlucky am I. Just after I get into the bus and on the way home, it rain heavily. This time I am totally wet !! My hair... Shirt.. Pant... and also my glasses start drop water.
Lastly I still don't understand anything. How come I can see you smile until so happy in the picture but you didn't even reply me ? What happen ? I really wanna know what happen ? Now I start to believe something, a new one....

15th days

2011-10-26T03:55:00.001+08:00

Seem like time pass slow when didn't message with you. So this early morning, should be yesterday's early morning. Mr Chua chung hwa called me and ask me go over time. I did go there to play cards and not even drank any single drop of alcohol. How good am I ? I used to drink and drank then finally get drunk. XD So after go to overtime we went to V2 with his friend of course, When you go Cyber center what will you do. Dota lo !!! Finally we made a great team and I killed killed and killed. Quite a nice game as no rude words or complain. Then finally half of the gang go to Brj for supper as most of them going melake the other days. And finally get home at 4 smth. Sleep and 6am and wake up at 2pm. Such a long time. And I skipped breakfast and brunch for the day. Then at night I having movie with another friends. The movie name "In time", quite a nice movie. Have chance I will explain to you. In the movie, TIME mean everything, mean money also their life time.The poor die young and the rich live forever. The time also mean the money. When the time stike 0min and 0 sec, you will automatic die with heart attack like that. Good luck in your stpm.

14th days

2011-10-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

I notice yesterday i didn't update ah. So paiseh.. Again yesterday about evening time, I saw you online. Seem like you enjoying there. Seem like you were so happy. So so,this depavali many people gone back KB le lo. How come i didn't go back? As i got class this morning ah, and also go back also no use lo. You all having exam. I notice the movie 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 already shown in pps and this wednesday Sunway Pyramid got shown too. For just once at that day. My hand getting worst lo,not only pain but also black. But still can play games. Hope thing will get better soon.

12nd days

2011-10-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today I stay at home whole day. Nothing to do and no place to go. Just now my friend come all the way from wangsa just to take movie from me. Well. I didn't text you this feel day doesn't mean i give up. I just don't want to make you feel annouying as you mention before if you think that people are annouying you will not reply him or her right. And your exam are coming. Although always saw you online,this time i will close my fb will i saw you online just to let you stay at fb longer. IMY. Days without texts quite suffer.. =)

11th days

2011-10-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

Today got morning class, while when finish practical I used the computer using the paint to draw a head with face. My tutor saw it and said " this call handsome ah" haha. Quite funny actually. Then after that have a small coursework test and i did wrong in the calculation part. 15marks gone ah. Haiz. Then today i caught a rain home and finally i get sick. Flu+sore throat+ slightly a little fever.
Finally i get sick le lo. Tomorrow still have class wor. Wondering after class should i go to see the doctor. And My hand for the part who inject the needle to donate blood start getting worst or should i say better ? I think it not any serious problem for that. =)

10th days

2011-10-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today don't have class but my friend ask me out for sushi as there have promotion for Rm2 per plate for certain one. I just ate 7 plate and i felt full already. On second thought, a sick person should not eat sushi such thing. But i just did, and with alot of wasabi on it. I notice seldom people eat wasabi and I ate lots of it on a piece of sushi, and you start to cry.

Well,this 10 days pass quite slow. Days without her really... Saw her online today but still what happen actually ? I did something wrong ? That make her mad me ? Or this circle come in another guy ? STPM exams coming. Good luck then. Tomorrow have a small test. Gonna study.

9th days

2011-10-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

Today is 18/10/11 (tuesday) Well,my couserep bring us to the wrong venue and so we skip the lecture. After that I went home to have a nap which does last long as my friend come back and shout "Futsal lo" I notice that everytime i play futsal especially at my hometown, I sure will get injured. So do this time,wondering how i gonna wear my shoe thursday as 2moro don't have class. Gonna have a nice sleep tonight. Recently I play dota much to get rid of my moodiness. She will be exhausted today if i not mistaken. Have tuition 3pm-7pm. I do serious this time and always.

8th days

2011-10-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

It's been 8th days since the day she reply me. I totally don't know what haven't or what i had done. She also didn't tell me anything since she not even reply me. I used to get her text everyday, and every time is she the one who text me first. I been a jerk ? Yeah !! How idiot am I to let go the girl last year. If that last year i take my chance, we might have a happy time right now. I really hope what the worst in my mind won't be a reality. This 8th days I text her, but i only text one as i scare she will feel annouy. Then I called her yesterday, my heart was pok pa pok pa. Don't know what to say when she accept my call, but still she didnt answer. I do take this thing seriously. I bring her out when i'm at hometown, even with my relatives. As i know,she the one... If now she got a better one,what else can i do. Just let go,as i am not such a nice guy after all.

Today I donated my blood for the 7th times in my life. Well,I think i used to it already, but who knows the nurse pump the airbag thingy too tight make my hand suffer and 麻痹 and 黑青. And i getting tired now for the blood donation. Although me myself have the responsible as i keep on force my blood flow quickly. My style..没事找事来做. But i just do this thing on myself. Have a nice days. Ping~ Hope you notice.

Saturday|13 March|2011

2011-03-13T12:23:00.002+08:00

Wush,recently many thing happen... Damn it... Like I feel followed by the unlucky god..==
Well,I still hardly can accept this truth... But still i can pass it normally...
Acting nothing infront of others.

3 friends i care more than others people.
The first one having a wonderful time recently,hope she will happy with the one she with now. : )
The second one busying with her form 6 life and always headache.
The third one having her relationship problem again,and also her birthday today...wish her luck

Saturday|18 December|2010

2010-12-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

Have a wonderful night yesterday...
伤心的就做到没事那样
其实演了半天的
还是会累的
高兴的时候就等着伤心的到来

Tuesday|14 december|2010

2010-12-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

Well,yesterday ah fatt bring us to have bak kut teh for lunch...
After that our lovely mia keep on "lao kai" say she wanna eat snowflake...
What choice do we have as we also feel like wanna eat some ice...
So we went to subang which near Taylor's....
Saw an old hometown friend at there...We didnt manage to get back to attend english class...

Today before the ITS tutorial,Me and isaac saw a traffic polis writing saman...
Then we saw our friend's car there,we quickly call them and ask them move their car...
Who know we save one of them only...another one already kena saman...
After the class we have 2 hours break so 2 car go genting klang to have lunch...
This time more 2 people already as usually only 5 of us..
So is quite enjoy there....

Today lecturer teach us about some communicating stuff...
Say about how you inform your responder...bla bla...bla
Well,i think if something too...then he say about what bad news also need to face to face ma...
Well...I think it really effect...just now i heard a really bad news before i gone back to my house..
Lucky I keep on chill myself down... Weh...I riding a bike man...Dont make me accident...
I really dislike this thing happen as i going to plan something big but seem like i postpone..
Or can say I disspointed...

Wednesday|08 December|2010

2010-12-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

Long time didnt update my blog already... Today I decide to cut my long messy hair..

My friend ask me to go Genting klang...

A shop name 'in my place' (IMP). The service really quite good..

But really... I think i look weird with my new hair style but My friend keep saying not
Actually I now at my friend's house..
He took a picture of me with a very beautiful background...

Guess what... A japanese potato cookie

ANd behind is someone page

Well,what i wanna say leh?

Too shy to say so much

how how...Cham cham

Wait for the time come...XD

Saturday|30 October|2010

2010-10-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

I never felt this feeling before but it definetly feel so crap.... Really...infect my spirit...
Sorry for not telling...In this method,sharing is not caring... Totally no emoction now...

Friday|10 September|2010

2010-09-10T12:54:00.003+08:00

These few day having fun with my friend.
While...start from
6th september
I going out with ah saw,chung hwa,ah neng and piyi. XD
We 3 guys walk the whole sungai wang and time square to find just a pant for ourselve.
End up with last minute we bought it, we walk the whole thing but just cant find any pant suit us.

I over night at ah saw's place,we 3 people having fun online chatting although we facing each other

7th september
The next day, I go out with selina tan the singer at my hometown which is "KB"
I accompany her watch the movie pirana,for the comment of this movie ?
This movie scare me twice,in the begining and in the end.
While suddenly a hand shown out of the water is the first time.
The second time is at last the parents' of pirana jump out of the water to bite a guy !! @@
After that i met my friend who working at pavilion,huey ming and saik ley...
Is so curious that they make up and wear until so tidy..too tidy..
Then have dinner with ming together... She keep on boom me only...

8th september
We feel like too boring..While actually want to go to one U but they say too far..
This time out with same people but added zhi yee and shen yeow.
We go time square then go to sungai wang again...For us, already too bored dy.
Then we go back timesquare to meet zhiyee's family who just reach kl for the moment.
Then we seperate with her,as she going to have dinner and join her family.
We try to walk to klcc to then go back wangsa maju from there..
but unfortanely we round the pavilion plus the outside is raining..
There should be no next time for walking already.

9th september
Ohhh,that day my friend from kampar came down.. I met her at time square agian..
For me [O.O]''''' Time square again...!!! but nvm...we shop and shop...
Actually is i accompany her shopping...been her maid help her take bag and her things..
Then my others friend came as well,they study at flamingo...
We walk separely until my friend gone back.
Lazy already....

Tuesday|07 September|2010

2010-09-07T04:10:00.003+08:00

Just finish exam recently,feel like nothing to do...still got so long time till the time i go back hometown,while...yesterday went to timesquare and sungai wang with friends.Just bought a short pant which we walk half a day just found it. I notice that guy really so hard to find their thing,all we see is girl's cloth. That why girl is really good at shopping than boy.
Later in the noon going pavilion with another friend,we going to watch the movie pirana,it about eating fish, should be say fish who eat meat and human's meat. Then going to visit some friend who work at pavilion. May be is too many time until slimply think,haha...feeling like too lonely already. Single weh... Now i over night at my friend's house. I enjoy playing game with them...so enjoy..XD

Saturday|14 August|2010

2010-08-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

Today is a tired day..another day i helping in midvalley exhibition there...Is all about mofew. Malaysia first online fashion entrepenuer week.. Today come many new helper but still we all busy until didnt have a chance to drink water.. and the line in there are so suck.. I hardly can send out a message,like keep on rejecting back the message. Tomorrow going there again,hope will meet some of my friend... And I notice that none of my friends know i start blogging again... except one who drop comment by..haha.. XD

Thursday|12 August|2010

2010-08-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

Same title,but that post was pass 12midnight i wrote it...Now is in the evening and can be say it already night. Just now have a nap,it quite a uncomfortable nap. I open the song 寂寞，好了, as it refer to my feeling. I really felt confuse and lost for a moment. When I totally fall asleep,i dream of me myself talking to myself... said that just let it be, don't think too much, thing will get smooth. Then my friend wake me up for dinner, suppose they came in the correct timing ? Then I feel like my mind totally empty...nothing else in my head... and i hardly blink my eye, it was like the eye for a murderer... or something like killer... Me myself was shock with the strange energy and something i don't know how to descripe... By the way, I will start my blogging again...blogging season arrive..!!!

My Classmate DRM !!!

Thursday|12 August|2010

2010-08-12T02:18:00.003+08:00

So so so long time didnt update my blog dy..Now having my study at Tarc collage... Feeling want to rest myself,so many thing need to read before my exam on 25th august. While...after that going to finish exam at 4th sep...Wuuuu,after that going to lepak at kl for one week before i go back to hometown... Have anything that i can do ???

Bored until nothing to do... Update my simple blog first...Since i going to write many thing already... So many thing happen...moody thing as well.. I will wrote happy thing as well.. XD

Saturday|19 Jun|2010

2010-06-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

Well,i suddenly notice what my friend's say were right. "Why i always online and saw your post and feel that you have a lot of thing anouying you" this is what my coursemate told me a few day ago. In a simple way is mean "心事",Why i have such a thing in my mind troubling myself. I don't like to make my feel anouying with my thing,that why i never told anyone, but sometime you do not speak out will just let people speak out and step on you. Sometime i not very selective,or i can sat mostly, that another reason my "friends" always ask you for help and not for any caring or fun. There are a thing i agree with my friend about them,they just speak out loud for nothing and they wont keep your little useless promise. They will once and once dissapoint you.
I really feel upset about it. I remember the promise i make in the train and i really do it,but where are theirs. I try to fit in although i didnt live in the same area like theirs. Sometime,in their mind there are hundred of answers that you want,but they say tell you one answer,the only one that can make you silent for quite awhile "I DON'T KNOW". I really suffer and felt hard for these,why can't a friend just be a normal good friend, is it really we need to keep every single thing else although it is just a small matter thing. Now I can't sleep...!!!! I do respect !!! I do be gentle with them !! BUT They just shoot you away ! 1.28am

Sunday|16 May|2010

2010-05-16T02:14:00.002+08:00

My life in Kl is quite fun,having the first week enjoying,but i dont think the second week i will have time to play anymore. Is it me or i just really feel something is going on ?? I think i should step away further to avoid been think like i am snatching his aiming target,i know he like her,but i good with her is another method leh..
Well,i have strange ending feeling...Will it really end when it reach my birthday,i dont think you know what i saying about in these sentence.. If it true these is your last year...how you going to spend it ? Tan Wei Hoong,step away...!! Or you will fall into the trap of love...

Friday|07 May|2010

2010-05-07T15:30:00.001+08:00

New KL life Began....!!!
Ulala.....Come kl find me if you free.....

Saturday | 27 March | 2010

2010-03-27T17:55:00.002+08:00

Since so long i update my blog...Lazy actually...
Well well.. many of them are dissapearing...some of them are going to have further study...some of them going NS
I might going out of these town too, always been brain wash.. they say "Form 6 better la,no need to spend so much money..bla bla bla..
Reason so many...but i prefer out of town...as i too addict to having movie in the cinema...
Waiting for May.[Iron MAn 2]...
Well...got to say good bye to KB soon,and will be have a long time didnt update leh...
since she wont visit her...that what i promise you in phone..[i miss you,LSP]...tatatata

Tuesday|15 December|2009

2009-12-15T03:48:00.001+08:00

Firstly wish happy birthday to 2 person today...Miss loh and Miss ng.. Cant sleep tonight,duno why..just feel like the eye cant even close for long..Exam finally finish today...Going to have a busy week party and helping my dad...Facebook...

Monday|30 November|2009

2009-11-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Last day of november...update my blog because something happen again. Another experience to me,big one actually. Well,this start with '好心没好报'...its totally true. Althought it not my belonging,but i broken it. Fetching 2 other girl come out with this result. Well,some of them just say 100% drivers fault,but I would say 30%driver,20%weather and 50%car. Seriously,the brake does not function well,because it quite a old car. One of them really rude until not respecting people. Last minutes just msg and we need to fetch her home because of our "kindness". The word from her mouth really like knife flying through your body,that why she urgue with her friend again and again.

Althought there is a reason for all these,but we can't blame others. The god want you to gain these experience. The god really fooling me around,the thing that happen to me totally not a 17years old teenager should have. All the thing came to me too soon,that why i think i wont live long in this word. The thing that should happen in the future happens now,27 or 30 years old should happened, it came out to be happen at 17. If i going to die at 58years old like that,then it sure happen earlier about 38 years old right?

I can be sure i am not a 100% good person, but i am sure i am 90% kind heart...That make other people always take apportunity to get some benefit on me. I am sure that the bad thing happens now..wont happen again in the future. Try ot cheer myself up.. :)

2009-09-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

Nothing to say. Just upload video for you.

Tuesday|25 August|2009

2009-08-25T13:37:00.007+08:00

While today is my dad's birthday,firstly a happy birthday to him... Yesterday i attend the loe installation night at Grand river view,too many memory there make me uncomfortable,just can making smth crazy to show that i surely happy at the outside. While when i reach there it was a waiting for the excitement to start,many of them wear nicely,especially girls,they look nice leh... but for boys,same mind among us,"slimply wear lah"[i think so].

While my friends and i are the second earliest to reach there but the last to go in. They all busying taking picture at the outside.. I defenately crazy dy,suddenly at the half of the ceremony i totally down man... bo pian lah,saw something i shouldn't think so much de... One thing i really wan to complain,their food really too "DELICIOUS" i really lost my taste about it... but still the disco quite ok de..but not too high as they really dont know how to break into 2 team,just know how to dance crazily.

After that we all are having our next stop at bike cafe,but i joining other group for sure..Something happen totally embarras but happy thing happen.. hahahah

jhin the coolest...

Jessvin the sweetest...

white and black....

Me the craziest as well

Kar wei newest friend...

Catherine the addicted one...

Saw the craziest....

Wan yi the hotest mui mui...

The olahraga geng....

John the musician...

Zhen xian the soft bone....[Dancing guy]

Exuan the famous...

Yumi look mature...

Xin bi the mui mui...

Desmond the friendly...

while,the shorty...

Jojo the outstanding...

Eewern the pretty...

li min the hardworking one...

Guess who is this...???

Active boys leh...

Jessvin, also always bully ppl de

Me,mama toe,shen yeow

Adrain the incoming president...

Choo lin the famous as well...

Sunday|12 July|2009

2009-07-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

While finally i control back my emoction. Luckily today have some friends talking and enjoying the laughing... Well,I saw many picture just been upload by my friends since they have the same activities. As for the reason,why i didnt join...may be because i know if i join i wont feel happy or enjoying the time. I am thinking whether i should really join them more often,but i felt that i not belong in their world... May be I think too much,but think much help me often too. Now having a cold war with somebody,I think i just need a little time to understand the situation.

We can say that happness and sadness is just 2 different feeling,but who really understand what this 2 feeling really mean to us. It also can be told as happiness=laughter...sadness=crying,these are a simple way to undersand it. As for me these 2 feeling are very close,when you are happy,you can laugh until cry...when you are sad,you can have a really sad smile. [高兴与伤心只是一线之差]. Human do really good at hiding their feeling,not always we can really understand what people suffering from... Hope i can suit every condition and situation for all others activities...

Saturday|11 July|2009

2009-07-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

Not many thing to blog..Just many thing to see since i online..picture...graphic..people...
Easy to predict people's future...hard to predict for ownself... Eventhought...can we really change our destiny..our fate...our future...

Thursday|10 July|2009

2009-07-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

Watiao...Damn angry now...What the XXXX have this misunderstanding... The relationship really so important... Now wan to punch... That why some friends are untrustable + a little over proud.. Didnt think what the result is... SIPE BO MOOD..!!! That why i really dislike gossip&show off person...

While before this i heard that i get 99% for my math exam... After the sweet thing sure come the bitter and angry one.... ISH.. Wan watch movie....

Saturday|04 July|2009

2009-07-04T00:51:00.004+08:00

Well,last few day is my friend's birthday..so we took some picture at our tuition center....

Choo,danqi,pengyim,harteng,cheehwa,wenlim,and me...

The three sister... [=.=]

Well,today i attend a singing competition at chung cheng...who knows...i meet miss leia... There are some picture and video that she is embarrasing...haha

Here come the video....

2009-06-20T22:22:00.005+08:00

Well...i am lazy enough just upload some picture..if you want to see the rest. Just visit this link.. http://profiles.friendster.com/i46633318

Coming this video may be its funny.. I become a model wearing a helmet to do a example of a math question...embarrasing

Wednesday|03 June|2009

2009-06-04T02:07:00.003+08:00

Day 3 of Singapore Trip
Today we wake up quite late, my cousin bring me to the eastlink mall for our lunch or I can say it also out breakfast. Then we continue day in Tampines Mall, we continue at Tampines 1 as my cousin bought me a shirt. Then we went to the center of the Mall at the ground floor, where there are big sales organized by “Puma”. The thing there are hyper cheap as the thing all discount above 50% the shoe there is only 50&40 dollar, but it is in Sin dollar. So it about Rm80&100. After that we went to Time zone , where the place we play arcade, in the other meaning is those we called token game in Malaysia. After gaming “Puma” we went for our dinner, we took MRT from Tampines to Pasir Ris . We need to walk about 2km to the Restaurant “Sakura “, it a buffet dinner. The restaurant is the combination of the western+Chinese+Japanese food. At that time I almost going to vomit dy, my stomach is full of wasabi with “salmon”. This is because my crazy cousin, Jennifer, we both crazy to challenge each other to see who is able to tolerate higher level of “chiang”. After the excitement of suschi, we went to pool center to play our pool game, at that time I totally “olormat, already play pool for 6 hours already on Saturday leh” . But luckily I only play for about 1 hour. Then we went down to Pasir Ris Park-Water Cross for some drinking, not just any drink..it’s alcohol drink “Tequila”. Well, we mix it with something as well, if not all of us will be drunk at there already. We reach home about 2++ in the morning .

The place we have our dinner..Sakura..buffet dinner

The sashime prawn(havent cook)...

Me and Jason(the smallest among them and the handsome one too)

Me & Jason & her mom...

Well,the group photo of the whole family..Starting from the left is [JenniferJessy&her bf Dennytheir fatherMeJasontheir mother]

Picture of whole family again. Starting from the left [Their fatherMeJasontheir motherJenniferJessy]

Playing pool..

Jason is aiming..

The alcohol drink+cola+tea..

The alcohol drink..Tequila..

Tuesday|02 June|2009

2009-06-02T23:55:00.010+08:00

Day 2 of Singapore Trip/during the day

Well,these time was the time for the 2 beautiful cousen,Jessie and Jennifer bringing me out today. Firstly they bring me to "Parco Bugis Junction", then they saw a ice-cream stall,they decide to bully me by treating me a ice-cream with wasabi flavour. By the way,i used to eat wasabi before, so i wont like really having those taste,as for the ice-cream just have a little taste of it.

While we have a walk inside the shopping center,they totally help me change from the top to the bottom,even the shoe i also need to change....then we decide to have japanese style for a dinner. We succeed finding one,and suffering one...as i keep on bully by jennifer,such a thick skin face girl...but she also a nice,active and friendly one...

While..this is WASABI TIME...!!!!9

This is the time we were having dinner and changing my fashion style.(Most of these picture is me and jennifer.)

These pose started because we saw a half boy half girl walking like that so we also learn afor a while...

While,During the night...

We visited the statue which story is about we should be friendly toward any people. There also have many picture telling us about singapore history,as i am tired,so i will continue days 4 and 5 2moro...

This thing was quite scary,the ball move inward and downward..

This pub name "Clinic" which is among the place called clarke quay..where all those who are going to drink will be sitting there...

Here come the scene that we could enjoy...it look nice...

Tuesday|02 June|2009

2009-06-02T22:53:00.007+08:00

Since it's already a few days i'm stay at Singapore,now i just have my time to update my blog .Start from friday night...its also the day one of my best friends having his birthday party at Pizza hut at KB Mall . Unfortunately i absent his party as i am going to catch a train to singapore. Well, my waist and backbone are extremely painfull.

Day 1 of Singapore Trip

It all start when i arrive at singapore railway station,my relative come by to fetch me. After that they bring me back to their home,then straight away my cousen,Jason,he bring me to a mall..we play table pool for 6 hours. OMg,my hand totally soft than the tou fu. Then we went to east cost, having Burger king as dinner,as east cost there are totally full of people,they all cycle,jogging,BBq-ing.. After dinner my cousen bring me for a walk,enjoying the thing there...

This is the famous skate board shop which it used a external wire to pull you to surf up

This is one of the famous Sea food restoran

This is the most famous sea food restoran,as you can see from the side...the restoran was crowded with people

There come from a side view

This is the menu for the restoran above,the food were quiet delicious but also expensive..

Saturday|16 May|2009

2009-05-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today really have my schedule fully book...Firstly tuition from 10.30-12.00 then i straight away enjoy the basketball match under 12years old.The match sometime get bored sometime get excited..While we all are really get excited for the last match...chung hwa vs chung cheng..olor mat..mistake and mistake..but this way make us fell excited,seeing the both school having the same mark...and somemore that miss loh really angry doh..lol..dont care lah..wait she calm down first lo..After the match its already 4pm..so late doh...
Then i prepare for my tuition..as for the tuition...I need to accompany jovy till her car came..I just can go into the tuition center..how gentlemen are me...actually just helping around..While when i went to kebun sultan with Ah choo...saw jayee and her friend walking alone..2 girls walking in a dark street like that..danger lah...so i accompany then awhile then i went home...I was shock on the way home...there is no electric..and i having a BBq with my neighbour which stay beside my house and also my best friends since standard 4.We all BBQ among the candle,having some fun too...another friends also join us...3 of us really known too well dy since standard 4 we all friends...Having alot..full...haha

Friday|15 May|2009

2009-05-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

While..long time already since i write something new.While this few day happen alot of thing.I find myself improving in snoker and study.Lately i feel that did i really can continue my study since my result so bad ,others also the same..some even worst than me.I wish i can get some good result but it is hard than i expected.Yesterday is the day or car,all the incident happen is about car.My friend's car is lossing the gas..haha..who need my help.I going to singapore on 29th of jun..sadly i cant attend my friend's birthday party ,he is a good friend of my..Having all sort of trouble in this month..but still i can solve it all easily...I have my six sense..haha..i start trust what my sense really can do.While I start having chest pain everyday once..

Erm,just now i went to tesco..I saw a girl..Today she look prettier than the angel..althought her shirl is red..She tell her parent that i bully her..actually playing with her...sorry lah miss loh..Just playing with you...her parent also suan xiao me..haha

Wednesday|06 May|2009

2009-05-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

While..Happy birthday to shu ting..I very impress to my own brain and senses...They really help me much,but still everything have its side effect.Just after tuition i feel like the chest pain,inside..the heart..Arrr,i still can stand the pain.I can solve thing easier than i taugh.I having a busy week,whether in studies or relationship.Having some fun with my classmate too..They all are hyperactive just like me.This is something i recieve from the mail.

LIBRA (The Lame One) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with.... You might end up cryi ng ...

She really starting to ger into some bad foot step..Cant do anything..wish she notice herself

Thursday|23 April|2009[Part 2]

2009-04-25T23:57:00.006+08:00

Continue with part 2 with contain picture and video

There is some group photo..act cute one...

Thursday|23 April|2009[Part 1]

2009-04-24T23:21:00.006+08:00

While yesterday was our class monitor racheal's birthday.Some of us while arrive there direct ask where was the beer ? They all play till very high too,may be is the effect of the beer gua.Phei ling open the ghost movie,while starting not much people been scare...The most effect one is at the ending there: " Do you wan to kill me " the face also shown suddenly...most of us really jump awhile.Seriously I am sorry that i really made some of them worry about me..because i look drunk,seriously i just drink 8 tin and 1/5 of wine. While only 2 of the guys know when and why suddenly i drank so much...There have some reason...I really drank the beer like drank the soft drinks..haha..Oh,wei seong which also ride back..he follow my back and he told me i am riding not balance..like really is mabuk riding...haha..but me myself didnt notice that. I feel embarras right now,as i watch back the video that i record..I am so crazy[effect of the beer]

The birthday girl and me[kelvin's face was behind me]

Wen lin,chee hwa,wei liang and me

While,We were good brotherS[Me and chee yong]

Yi lingMeYi wen

While we were having group photo but some of them dissapear

Seriously her head really look like watermelon and our background look so so....

Some of the boys..kelvin say peace to us

Wei liang act cute tuh...

Me and Yi wen..[she really kind]

Drinking...

While i wan to bully her while she having her chicken wing...She really addicted that everytime need to eat chicken wing

Ah bear and me...

So I am waiting to accept others picture from other people...there will be continue... part 2/3

Wednesday|2 April|2009

2009-04-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

Although the exam finally finish,but the thing that scare us was the result.I am trying to press my emoction down and i succeded sometime.At that time I really very calm down,sometime I can hear my own heart beeb increasing with fast speed.May be pretending may help in some situation.I'm sick of pretending..but for some benefit of .... I will just keep on cold war...keep on didnt recognise...may be this is the best way to do.."爱情里好人总是比坏人狼狈" I agree...this time i really... No mood to write anymore...Wish that XXX gain strength soon,exercise is needed but protein is more important...eat more fish...not fast food...

Monday|20 April|2009

2009-04-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

What the...I am so regret that i went for a visit today...Hope i can clam myself down before the exam,or else i really can't concentrate on 2moro exam.I just notice what I heard from the undang undang was right...you cant hv negatif feeling while driving or riding..Just now was the time i was the most horrible rider in the world..I duno what the word 'die' mean...but anyway..i have my own ways to calm down..but i havent been calm...Oh,i notice this song '心跳' and inside the liric can turn into a story...something memorize me....

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊 [As a pair they urgue with each other..(Broke up ?)]

不懂得道歉我没那么聪明 [The girl dont know how to start form a apologise]

好想要回到我们的原点 [ He really wish that they can back to the begining]

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰 [She is worry and sad about her friends,he duno how to help]

我又在摇头有那么点后悔 [She ask for the boy's opinion and the boy also duno,he fell useless]

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走 [Their relationship hv been sacrifice ,they cant good back]

但身不由己出现在胸口 [The boy have try but problem block infront of him]

两颗心能塞几个问号 [How many problem have to solve to get back this relationship]

爱让我们流多少眼泪 [Because of this relationship,they did alot of thing to sacrifice]

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳 [While he saw her at far side,his heart beep increase]

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳 [While he was close to her, his heart beep increase]

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒 [How he wish that at that moment,the time can freeze]

等着哪一天你也想起 [He was waiting for a day that she wil also remember]

那悬在记忆中的美好 [Remember that wonderful time they have pass through together]

This english de is slimply write de.Not the original..Just something i feel same with...2moro must try my best to do..

Sunday|19 April|2009

2009-04-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

Whoss..still have 2 days to finish the exam.I believe that most of us don't know how to do at the English and Sejarah subject.It is the most difficult that i ever have experience.While,my friend say that she feel very proud when she make me laugh.Is it very hard to make me laugh ? or else is me who are too easy to make someone laugh.Sometime the word that we chat,we insert "haha" doesn't mean that we realy laughing.Although my tuition teacher say that I have calm down dy and good.On the other hand,because of I having a leakage of emoction that easily scold people in a second.That why i seldom be a playful at tuition.

I really have a good buddy.He is black because always get sun shine his skin.We having the undang test and motor test together...having tuition together..even we share our own problem together..Now we even change our handphone on the same week too...It too unbelieveable..I am happy to have such a buddy like him...Hope he can solve 2 of the flower around him...

Already 5 days and I didnt saw...I think XXX is at KL competition...Wish her luck anyway...I'm having a serious health problem,too young to get sick...but sure used to it...

Tuesday|14 April|2009

2009-04-14T22:47:00.001+08:00

I just notice that I am a person which control by my emotion .Today I play snooker ,well at first I really don’t have the mood to play ,but then while I heard some song…some song that I like.. I starting to play well .After that I heard another song which remind me of XXX then I lose my concentration again .Really wish to ask her for a swimming ,just the 2 of us ,then have our dinner at there .Or else having 1 set of bowling together .She taught me something ,etc, someone like star and the other like moon .They like different thing ,but the problem is I like both of it ,I like beautiful scene . No matter how much I do, I just don’t have the chance at all. Now I am sick of being a bad guy to do some nice thing .Now I want to have a peaceful life, some quiet moment…some moment that I like…no bodies care…a control and cool emotion…Going to have a swim soon…find a time after the exam….

Monday|13 April|2009

2009-04-13T21:28:00.003+08:00

These week is the exam week for form 3 and form 5..I notice that me myself realy start study for serious.Wishing can get some good result this time.Yesterday was a mystery,is it some of form 1 student realy so childish ?? yesterday the whole affternoon I am helping form 1 student...and all the 3 time i been scolded..bomb ? That why i dislike some of them,i was saying this..they doing that..some of them ignore what i saying..and finally the principle and teacher will blame who...the biggest among them...me liao leh..idiot betul..this 2 week wont have any olahraga..as the problem that someone's parent seek for their children till hv problem with olahraga...but still...i going to start forget someone..i think..she make me cant concentrate on exam actually...there is some picture of the olahraga memories...nth to write,just someone ask me to update...

I just playing with them..not real de..

Acting cute.. [=.=]

The main point is the jelly that kai chuan treat us..there were so many...

We gone crazy !!!

Limited doll at KB..haha..spiderman is mine..another is keepin de..

Hey,me started first leh..haha

Sunday|05 April|2009

2009-04-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

This few week i realy having a busy time.Haiz,I have a little regret i did some of the choice,but it good if she have her friend back.Anyway I still the same inside,but pretend to be bad at the outside.Going to have exam soon,but i still cant concentrate...Just today,while we were standing outside the field there,i cant stop my eye from watching there.As i realy felt uncomfortable for what i did just to pull their relationship but push mine away.Actually i also have a little let out my real emoction,i realy dislike the girl that she urgue with,her mouth realy cant say anything well ? Last wednesday I almost...realy almost going to hit somebody,lucky cool down fast enough to prevent it..it not all that girl fault who make me angry,it's also my fault who let the negatif emoction express out. Just now i purposely follow a car,then purposely U-turn twice on the pengkalan chepa road just to see her.I knock someone's car side mirror.Its nevermind...as long as i saw her then i happy.My friend[best friends] say that i was a idiot who do such a thing to her but just didnt think of myself...I know i am...She also say it before...

Tuesday|30 March|2009

2009-03-31T01:30:00.002+08:00

This morning wake up early..because going to clean the grave...meet some friends..one of my friends parent even try to knock me by a car...miss her...she having some fun at penang...todays moon is smiling...as i ask smone to tell her that...She like moon rather then star...having swimming at renaissaun on the morning...bb

Thursday|26 March|2009

2009-03-27T02:23:00.002+08:00

Today just having a bad time...although it is happy that i no need attend classes as i attend for the competition..but still I know my plan work well,but i see dont happy about it...Let start a story...
As 1 pair of couple are happy passing their time..just as they notice that the girl's friends are angry with her as she seldom join them and always with her boyfriends,and they urgue.2 days later the boys recieve a msg by the girl asking whether they can become friend but not boy friend,the boy say 'ok'..the boy try to make her happy so he purposely go to mall to buy the bottle that she like..he even have a special idea what he is going to put inside the bottle to make her happier...finally he drawn a picture of her..he keep on drawing and drawing,because he is not so good at it..he drawn it badly..he ask his friend to help him,finally he did it..he even write some word on the paper... :
"对不起....我不肯定为什么你要和我作回朋友...可是,我是不会放弃你的...同时,我也希望你不要放弃我...这是一份要送给你的小礼物...你应该会喜欢的.."
This is the paper inside the bottle..he suppose to give it to her...but he dont dare and she girl have give him so clue that they both are ordinary plan.On the other day,while the boy went out and fetch his friend's sister,and those form 2 girl keep on ceering the boy...as they know what happen to the boy...They also give some advice to the boy,and he went home and think...Finally he think of something might help the girl and her friends to be a friends back.As the following week he ignore the girl,but actually he very care her.And there goes some chance...Her friends know that they have broke and the boys keep on doing the bad guy to make the girl's friends hate angry him,and surely they both will automaticly say about the boy and they both be friends back,as for the sacrifice of the boy to be a bad guy was not waste..He purposely pretend to be a bad guy just for the 2 girls.Now they both have getting better but their hate toward the boy have increase and increase everyday.Everyday by now the boy was happy just if he can see the girl from far...Sometime a little urgue can become worst or else even enemy for the rest of their life.Now everyone taught the boy are bad and didnt know the work that he had done...
I told this story to my friends at tuition..they also felt sorry for the boy....got to sleep..

Wednesday|25 March|2009

2009-03-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today have competition at SIC too,we almost get to take part on the final,but we just left a little...Actualy wat i plan have succed,to make them good back...until the begining while they havent know me...My plan works...but i dont wat write it here...wait that 'aa' write some stupid comment about it...just like a chicken wan post comment also dont dare to write real name,so scare meh...useless people....

Tuesday|24 March|2009

2009-03-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

This 2 days i having competition of olahraga at SIC[malays school],this 2 day also get very tired,yesterday i running for 1500 metres.Wah,so long..27 contestent and only 3 chinese,me,chung cheng and du zhong schoool de..Lucky that i get no 10,du zhong get no 5,chung cheng at behind me.Those guy duno eat what to grow so strong..Justnow while when we were going back our school bus tyre have punched,lucky me at there helping change it before i went home or else they will be late going home....2moro going again...tired...chao...

Sunday|22 March|2009

2009-03-22T22:00:00.004+08:00

Today i quite busy for the whole day.Starting have olahraga meeting at the first lesson,then need to find other member to give them the surat kebenaran,I already busy fot the whole day.Then in the affternoon hv Interact club some more,then have practice running.This practice make me nervous,I notice I become more worst,dno why...i feel i getting slower and heavier,as i know,while when you are happy you can run faster and further more..when you are sad,that is on the other hand...this is quite true for me..i realy having a hard time and this make me moodness all the time.At school i always pretend to be happy,and somemore I now thinking to be the 花花 and 坏坏 one..since bad guy propaly suit me more...and girls like bad one instead of good one...I buy new glasses again..this one quite nice too...And somemore i dont realy trust girls right now...

The one in the left is my new glasses

Friday|20 March|2009

2009-03-21T02:01:00.001+08:00

It already very late and already saturday but i still post this blog as fridays.While wake up early plan to play basketball,who knows..it cancel cause raining,then have breakfast with my mom then we went to have a look at the carity fair.It quite fun,then i decide to went out with my friends,we went to KB mall to look for some cloth.And some more yesterday I cant concentrate at tuition,keep on thinking some ways to make her happier…study is more important I think…sometime some place was just not suitable for us,as for me I hope I can get something make me happier…I don’t wish for rich or anything right now..just a simple happiness in me.I wont slimply show out what I realy feel of..usually I would hidden my sadness and show out some happiness but those just come out was not true.I cant concentrate really cannot,I just keep on thinking the way or why or how…Today quite have fun..saw my fren come back from hong kong,I meet her at tesco as me and my friends decide not to go to that concert,it quite bored and not realy have friends together either..her hair is the same as the watermeleon,her mom say that this hair only she have it and also a expensive cut a few hundred…it quite expensive too a cut at hong kong and look so funny…[=.=]...Just some how I at tuition think,may be I should take out the paper I wrote at that bottle and insert many many star that I should make it,I know she like moon better that star,but I duno how to make a nice moon with paper.Just now at tesco think some nice memories and make me sad de.Still remember the other she have a wonderfull lunch with me and KFC tesco,that time I realy felt happy,i hope she also do.May be i should not too trust girls..as for now i realy dissapointed toward girls,duno why..just have many reason make me think so..I may be blind in love but i have good learning experience,i will learn from my mistake,and some how i would not slimply choose someone to be my gf either,it not slimply pick but it should have feeling,may be those form 2 girls still not mature enough to know these thing...got to sleep...I have new sun glasses..2moro may be have new shoe..Ohh,it should be today...

Thursday|19 March|2009

2009-03-19T01:53:00.005+08:00

Quite late now,i just finish my gaming..I feel that I started had a fever..Dont care about it lah.Today i quite have the mood to write something,all start while when i accompany my friends to fetch her sister[form 2] at tuition.They have camp too,they also camp with bomba,who knows..they also heard some of my thing there.Another girl teach me that "男人不坏女人不爱" what she mean by that ?? that mean boys that are bad sure have people who like them,nonsence.The thing that i curious about is there was some girl which dont wan boys treat them good..how..how crazy they are..Once you step into a closer relationship sure the guy will care about the girls...Those form 2 girls say : 'why you always close those play play de girl' !!.How i know kah,i just hor hor and have feel only..I not very handsome like others,but i still have a ordinary face leh,i not as clever as Sc 1 student,but i in average class Sc 5...So...may be i just easy to be cheated lo...or 3 word 我...蠢....笨...瞎...Some msg that i recieve to proof that i fail.."我们一起讲清楚" whether on wat day on wat time i no need to write.I will try to open my eye as big as possible...my 6 sense always cant predict on these side..just predict on those serious method..
TAN WEI HOONG work hard on your study....
Oh,somemore..i think i will teach someone what i learn in school for this few years,every thing...especially FXXXT...but not relationship...learn from my lesson...

Wednesday|18 March|2009

2009-03-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

While,this week is the holidays week for us,many people went camping.As the result,I heard from my friends that because i treat her too good so she.....haiz...my right hand is full of wound every time i saw her.Not much that i wan to tell..Happy holidays...

Saturday|14 March|2009

2009-03-14T15:37:00.002+08:00

I wake up early today,just because wan to help her and see her at school.Yesterday night i prepare my tourch light,visel...instead she forget to bring,while she have bring and i no need take those thing out inside my pocket.Erm,all it start when i arrive school,she also just arrive..while the boys there are arranging the place to put the frozen chicken into the ice and they need to break the ice,suddenly i act out...i punch punch and punch into the ice..and sooner my hand bleed,it nothing while the bleed inside me is painer...She know my hand bleed but she look like dont care,and she told me she have nose bleeding last night.I also help all of them taking their thing into their bas,as i am a experience guy for camping thing,They start their journey at 7.30am.I was very worry about her,i keep on asking my friends to take care of her,there is 3 helping me...She arrive there at 9.30,i call chen shing for the imformation.Unfortunately,she didnt visited my blog...i think..i realy wish that she knew what i thinking...hope she is fine there..non stop image showing in my mind...

Friday|13 March|2009

2009-03-13T11:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday realy dont have the mood,but i still can control my feeling while dota..Just when i start to lock my negative feeling..my 6 sense..sense something bad,my heart keep on nervous...Please dont happen to me...who knows...it just happen moment ago...I cant sleep last night,keep on thinking...and thinking..may be we started too fast..or may be because of her urgue with her friends...I wont blame them if were their fault..luckily i already throw out m feeling...i wan to be a non feeling guy...need to be cold...now is not the suitable time for me to ride my motorcyle...I wish to ride it,but i not dare to have another accident to happen again...
Anyway,my 6 sense realy exis...and it help me sometime...I will wait...i not a giving up person

Wednesday|11 March|2009

2009-03-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today is a sport days for our school.I have to run for 2 round and i get 2nd place...not bad too...I dont realy care about others thing..dont even have the mood to.Now my friends are urgue among each other,is just a small thing,why they just let it go.I realy dont hv the mood to wwrite more..i just show the picture

As you know...our yellow house win again...it already 4 years continue...

Here were us who having fun shouting and playing...

While this picture take in my class " jia ling..yvonne..me..szabi..tabeah"

After we swimming...we decide to have a group photo...

me and chee yong...haha..

Tuesday|10 March|2009

2009-03-10T19:56:00.004+08:00

I having a bad day today,but it still happy during 7.00am.Then hv the usual class lesson.While in the affternoon I hv competition of high jump,I dissapointed that i get No 5,as my leg start to pain..At first we jump at about the height is 145cm.I am the first one who pass it,while they all keep their energy,then 1 of each rumah is been disqualified except yakin,there still me and my friends.Then we try on 150cm,i still pass it,but at that time my leg start pain liao lo..not fair...I still remember,after i fail jumping..the whole body of my vibrate...just like the phone...Starting we try at 153cm,this is where I cant pass...I not weak,is them who too strong,leg long,spring high...i am just a normal guy leh...My leg still paining,planning to win for 2moro 2 round...Dont care..just speed....Ahhhhh...!!!!
And some more my number is 701..hv my month 10 and my date 7...

Monday|09 March|2009

2009-03-09T22:48:00.006+08:00

Today is school holiday,we planned to swim at renaissance hotel.As the result,6 of us swim : me,yvonne,chee yong,jacinth,tabeah[exchange student] and szabi[new friend]...Because if our kepo,we know szabi at Mc donald,sure not me the first one who know him,is they who introduce him to me.It started when after chee yong come to my house then we went to hv our breakfast at jacinth's shop then fetch 2 other girl and szabi to renaissance then we wait for tabeah at lobby there.Yeah,about 12 we start swim,we swim for 2 hours.All of us are freezing there,but it is worthy as i can get close..after that we went to kb mall to hv or lunch...our late lunch..we having our lunch at noodle station,then we walk around and we go to the fitness center just infront of the popular....Then after that we went home...I hv 2 tuition after i went mall...so tired...

There is some picture for today schedule....just some of it...

We were chatting...

Szabi...Yvonne....me

We were Puma models[Seriously we are not]

Yvonne and tabeah...

If i am a normal person..I need to "Gain" about 1.6kg weigh

If i am a athelic..I need to "Gain" about 0.5kg weigh

Friday|06 March|2009[Part 2]

2009-03-06T21:21:00.004+08:00

Just now went to mall,as a result.There is no one celebrating,may be they celebrate at the affternoon may be going to celebrate 2moro or may be this sunday.I miss my relative who stay at singapore,since i was small,they realy treated me very good.Planning to be a exchange student and went to japan after my SPM.This few day i keep on thinking the past,the happy moment,this make me comfortable. and there is something predict about me...about october,half of it is almost the same...

------------ ---OCTOBER BABY ------------ -------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Here they are...

Friday|06 March|2009[Part 1]

2009-03-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

Today is a day that make me unhappy,I know who is going to the mall and with who.Today is someone's birthday.I know i going to meet someone there,that why i not going out today even have replacement of tuition just opposit of Mall.Actually what we know about love,people always say i like him/her,what did they realy like..their face ? as they pretty or handsome...their talent,either they good at sport or study ? Some did say that "duno why,just have feeling.." As i know,when you like someone or you in a relationship,it can be sweet or bitter to you...while when you realy success being together with someone you like then that sure sweet.On the other hand,while you been reject or see someone you like stay together with him/her,you will realy feel bitter,sad or pain in the heart.So what is the purpose to have a boyfriends or girlfriends ? Mainly reason is to take care of each other.While if the non-reasonable reason will be what ? Showing off ? Just for fun ? or else most of them dont know for what.While when last time,i will be happy just by seing her from far away...no need to stay close,but now i already forget about it.I like to freeze..especialy freeze my negatif feeling,all of you will just see my positif feeling the noisy and crazy part of me.If i show out my negatif feeling,it will seen that i were weak.Dont ask me any question that i write here,as for me i also dont know.

Sometime i good to be truth,but always the truth is too hard to be believe by your friends,then they think you lie.Sometime it is good to lie your friends just dont want them to get hurt,been a human is so difficult.The teacher always say "three days to learn bad,three years to learn good".Recently I try to be good,by telling them to run,if not someone will write name and hand it over to the teacher.They thought I am the one who write the name,actually i only wish to write a boy's name,as he realy too over dy.Someone purposely pour cola on my bike while i having Mc donald while lunch time with yvonne.She such a nice person,realy having a good time with her.

Tuesday|03 March|2009

2009-03-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

Finally we finish our competition,I wont be so busy anymore.Will i wont say our class is the best,but we realy do our best...I like some of the liric..it quite nice...Yesterday i went home when it raining...i wet...wet and wet.whole shirt is wet...and pain too as i driving and the rain is falling fast...and today another day i been crazy again...i having 2 cup of ice cream in a rainy day..and i play the water which raining...haha.................................................saw something sad...so it make me annouying...

2009-02-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

Suddenly think of something old and happy...sometime that also make me happy...while when thursday when she havent came,i realy wish to tell her that i have many eye and ear in school..so what she say abut me,i will know...but now its another thing in my mind.It already past then let it go la...I should make different for my future when i still hv my time in this world...

This picture taken when its new year,while me,jacinth,ying shiuan,christine and christina were playing at aunty judy's house..another nice day for the starting of 2009

Here come the replacement day for school.Its was saturday,while we all are waiting our time to throw the steel ball...we climb up to see others throw...

This is when we all are having fun practicing for our dikir barat.He look baba...

While this picture was took at 2008 almost the end of the school...because of our lazyness,we skip the classes which teacher was not teaching..to play basketball in stadium...who knows...we been caught by ah sir and punishment is 500 up and down pulling the ear...we ask him to discount...finally discout until 200 times....

This is another picture take at 2008 while the exchange student visit our school...Starting at the right is the france guy..which i forgot his name..then is me then bee sim then chris...and the two japanese girls yuki and mana tanaka then on the right one i also forgot his name..

Going to have a busy month for march again...

Friday|27 February|2009

2009-02-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

Wah,this is the happiest day in this month.Having so much fun.Firstly play water at pelangi mall 10th floor.While during playing,we push,we hold,we pull,we spread,we hv so much fun.All of us realy so high,duno why...everyone play till dont care others.kelian some of them cant climb up the square thing,as we all boys pushing them down.Then is time for changing,as we change..we sing,wei liang started with a song '面的女孩看过来' then we continue with different liric...realy so much fun.

Then it almost 7.00 we went to phei ling's house,we having KFC for dinner.I eaten 4 piece of chicken,2 pepsi,5 colestraw and 2 bun.it so full.Because if the excess of pepsi,then we all decide to have some game to finish it all.We all play some game with cards.Some of them always been aim.While during the 3rd round i been punish to drink 8 cup none stop.Wah,cannot stand it,realy very full...full of gasses and water.

Lastly i went home with my friend's car,their family realy so much fun,all betul betul funny,especially her mom...'boom' can be 'mo'...haha...wan to catch up some movie and having some tuition 2moro morning,i will end it here......

Thursday|26 February|2009

2009-02-26T23:35:00.004+08:00

This week few still having a bad temper.Monday because we having dikir practice so we went to KFC to have lunch,while that time all of us having so much fun,even 3 person in one motor also can laugh till so high.Tuesday also have dikir practice at 4-6.Before i went find my friends,i saw they both dating in the entrance of the motor paking place,ofcouse i am angry and i drive in speed and do some sound,then that girl walk behind me,duno why i so angry i broke my kedchain which i donate blood to get it..Some of them absent to attend for the blue house practice.

Then wednesday they been called down to the stadium as our school prefect taking tie ceremony.While during someone taking i shout "贱夫" just strengthen who also been punish because of talking with me hear i shout that...some form 2..those who help me anyway..and they hate that two ppl too...they at there "Buuuu......" Duno why they just discussting thing to us....Those form 2 ppl tell me that they both always dating at the valley between caunselor room and form 2 classes...After school while i going to start my motor and went home.I say them again..why so unlucky then i straight away shout "贱夫孕妇" haha,duno why..i just in a hot temper and crazy mood leh...then while I practice for the olahraga and house practice at school at 3-6pm,i keep on training and resting and i hurt my waise while high jump,it was damn painfull.Then i went tuition at cheng at 6.15-9.30pm...waliao tired betul...

Thursday,,,which is today...just the same that we having fun at school...dikir at 3-5 and 7.30-9.30 as after dikir i went tuition at 5.30-7.30 so i late for dikir dy..while i at outside with ah choo,aunty ah ying call....asked where am i so i tell her lo..she like another mom to me..she is good she is best..she treat me good...she asked me to go to complex school as all her kids are swimming include her..she asked me went there chat with her...sure i go...she treat me so good...then after her kid swim..she went to my house whch i feel annouying because she also came,if just her mom i will be super delight to invite auntycome..duno why i start felt annouying about her.She says me at my back,she duno that i hv many ear and eyes who help me.They told me about her and that guy,even what she planning i may be can get know about it...I not stupid,i hv sense and i just too good to be cheated...

2moro will be a happy day to all of us while we all having party as kelvin wan to hv his birthday party at 2moro at pelangi mall...later the following will be post at 2moro...

Friday|20 February|2009

2009-02-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

This few week duno why...duno how i just get angry easily.Something wrong with me again,this week is the most serious of all.I usually wont scold girl althougth they were wrong,know what..
I did it this time..then my motorcycle have spoil at 2 part...Firstly the break,second it the standing thing for passenger...It nevermind...who ask me to be so easy to be cheated and be so generous...Anything that i can do i sure help..

Just came back from someone birthday party at his house...I notice i seldom smile today..I try to but i cant realy smile from the heart...may be i still can forget about it...I will try to...I hv taken a poison that is enough to disturb my brain,mind and heart certainly...While when i saw her i capture the image and keep on showing inside my mind...while i quickly run away in the morning,I drive unsafe just like yesterday i fetch kelvin and pan yen..the car almost knock us out,lucky it just pass slidely by my leg...I just notice that i am a very bad driver..speed,danger,emoctioness..all the negative...

Just now while not now...just just now while when i still controling my temper...I predict that there will be police at the round about there....so i ask Calvin to pull down his seat belt...Who know..I was right...I hv some senses,good at repair,good at helpoing..everytime is that my emoction,feeling and temper make all those thing worst...But still finding someone that can realy control me....Tonight i was happy for another one i was printing the image of the another one..not her...

I should change....my knowledge to control my temper need to regain again....

Happy valentime

2009-02-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

2moro is valentime day...sure many present will be receive by girls...and sure 2moro will saw that couple..nvm la...dont care alone or couple...it also will be valentime to all...
The worst is i am alone again..haha...going to get hot 2moro..get angry and run in full speed....
Just now went to mall...nth to do...many ppl went there...sien la...lucky have some fren last minute go buy present...i also went along to get smth...haha
Happy time always pass fast...Sad time always last long...

Forgetdy...new life...

2009-02-08T19:44:00.007+08:00

Yesterday i went to my friends house..it was a long way going there..
Lucky i already forget it...or else i will be angry...her house at wakaf bharu...we were having fun and drinking and eating and watching and playing too...

The park outside her house...

You should manage to see my car...[Honda Jazz]

I wearing a new glasses to school today,

Fake glasses....Real one....Sun glasses....

Lyi ming and ying shiuan...

Wan study le...wish me luck...for the exam

Among these few week...

2009-02-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

During the fifth days of the chinese new year...Some of us went to our chemistry's teacher,Mr Wong Kam Meng house.We having fun and eating and drinking wain at there...

Group photo leh...

Look like the promotion for the sofa..

Me[playing with the bottle] & Tze sie[eating leh]

Later on we went to jia ming house.Then we went to Ah neng's house...Duno why,i just keep on winning so far...i always get the biggest card of all...Then at night we went to ah bear house to karaoke...wuhahaha...we all hv fun..sing until most of us already tired...

Dan qishen yeowmejun yang

So this is what happen that day,then there is smth that make me cant finish my dinner....My friends told me that she saw her walking with him in the lorong...so far i duno why they dont use the main road...may be malu/pai seh koh..or wat...ok lah...need to finish my moral so far....

T.W.H days 52 Niu Year No 3

2009-01-28T20:06:00.007+08:00

Usually write blog once a day...but this recently dont hv the mood to write.So i just show some pic...

Having "cow jump" at relative house

Remembering something....

The boy at these place...

The girl at these place....

The boy saw the girl but the girl didnt saw the boy...

That day....the girl sit here and the boy sit there having their dinner...

I am so "wu liao"....

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 50

2009-01-26T01:24:00.002+08:00

Happy 牛 Year to all of you...Yoday dont have the mood to write anything.As i saw one friendster profile,it make me bla bla bla...

Haiz,suan bah...find something to express out bah...I still can control my emoction.....自作自受

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 49

2009-01-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

Today morning,went to tuition math,who know the whole class just have about 20 people.Then went home need to decorate again...Nth special during the day.My sis cook spagheti[ish,duno how to spell just know how to eat] I miss the meal during december even miss everything during that time.

Later on at night i went to bak tiam again.I went to dan qi house,then we went down there meet many people...just meet many of them,he,she,them,they...many lo...again tat thing make me no mood leh...going to have breakfast at grand river view 2moro...i think

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 48

2009-01-23T22:15:00.006+08:00

Today just another lucky and lucky days in this month.Duno why i saw 3 of my friends 3 time in a day,at mall,during eating bak kut teh and at "bak tiam".Wah !!another is i saw my class most cham de boys twice this day...

In the morning,go to school to play basketball then having breakfast as usual with parent.Didnt go to church today as something happen,these thing need to be cool down then i just can go...Then i went back home at decorate the whole house,this make me even tired...change this change that climb this climb that...

On the other hand in the afternoon,i went out with chen shing,chee yong,agnes and irene...Having fun at mall laughing and so on...I saw joyce at mall too as i think that she duno me..she also think that i didnt recornice her...so baba we both..Oh,today have some mixture again in noodle station My cola add "Hot Almond Milk" + "Ice blended and normal Pink Guava" + "Ice Blended Mango"..Perfect mixture,especially with the milk,i almost vomit...At that time my sis and brother already reach home...very miss them so much...hahaha...Many people hair style look like hers...i almost thought many of them is her..but when i go to have a closer look i almost get dissapointed...Dont say too much about her lah,say dy "put gas"[in chinese] mah.

At night pulok,having bak kut teh for dinner...saw someone again.Then went to 'Bak tiam' play with them again and dan qi too...She introduce her KL friend to me which call 'ivin' and ivin cousen is the one we all say she look like our class treasurer Miss Lee Har Teng ....duno what to say...hahaha...

and holidays le,wish every one Happy Niu Year...and get many many ang pow

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 45

2009-01-22T16:38:00.001+08:00

Wao...today i wake up early and fetch kelvin to school..As we all wan have breakfast together...nth special today just we all having fun.When BM and BI lesson ,it was to fun...We always have fun during with these 2 teachers.Ohh,an some more...I realy starting to hate some blue shirt guy in school,dont make me mad or you regret Today is special,duno why the school let us left at 1.15pm,and as during these time till 2.00pm.Saw many thing feel very sad lo....Some of them know some of them duno...those who know then can dy lo...I just know i keep on saying the same word while i riding motor....

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I say in many many many time...to get myself in trouble accident again....

Just now went to mall..meet many friends...think of something too..But i decide to wat then wat dy...ignore it...

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 44

2009-01-21T22:51:00.003+08:00

Today the sky is full of stars....Have brigther one...bright one and others look like a white dot at the sky.These few day just fooling around,seldom think of her but i still see her from my class when is reccess time...
Not much that i wan to say...

Horoscope for me at 22th of january :
You have every right to be expressive with your opinions, no matter how popular or unpopular they may be. So say what you feel today and do not worry that what you say could be misconstrued or used against you. When you speak your truth, no one can deny its validity and everyone has to respect it. Stand up, be proud, and say what you think the world needs to hear. The consequences of opening up your heart can be scary, but they are always exhilarating!

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul days 42

2009-01-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

As now i duno what to do.I went for the olahraga today,who know...I met her at there.Nevermind le,she sure go because of that blue guy kawat.Firstly i dont wan to see her,so i went to play basketball.Those boys are sucks...too boring dy,so i went running...After that we all decide to play lompat ??? I forgot the name,we use 6 chair and 3 long stick.The thing was to let us jump over it.Wooo...just at the time we having fun...I saw she went finding that guy and walk together..At that time,be ta han liao...Ask my class most yong sui de bro..."let me jump first lah"..He let me and i shoot...run in anger and jump jump and jump...

Already express some...the other friend[girl] ask me "do you see where she go ?? with that boy.." I know i know...I have a very good eye eh...I tell myself..'忍忍忍 !!!' After that,come the crazy me..I keep on playing and having fun with girls and boy...SO WHAT,if she can why i cannot...Dont think i so stong,lastly i also lost to her...After the activity I pretend that i went home,but the truth is i wait at another side with my motor...
My friend who going to follow me home also ask me
"wan go home liao mah ?"
"wait first..wait another 5 minutes"
After 5 min,start the motor and ride it slowly...At last also worry..so follow the lorong back to school there..We wait at the stall opposite chung hwa..Finally we saw her mom..but unluckily behind the car have ppl drop from the motor..Her mom taught her car been knock or how...ask me to see whether have or not..Then her mom wan wait her till she come out,also dont wan go inside and call her...She is lucky to have a mom that so kind,then i help her to call her.Then I took off again.Not even reach 10 second,i stop by the roadside and tell my friend "eh,worry nih,see she whether have pass the road or not"...We saw her pass the road then i took off for real this time...Haizz...can stop mention dy...pass dy pass dy..Its already present tense...

So now look forward.My friend's birthday is reaching dy,still have about 2hours.Happy Birthday to Mr Teo...Actually i have a surprice for him...but not big enough then that guy's cake...Nevermind i use to it....
Just now I receive my gaji that i work at tesco before...haha damn happy..And also have a very cute baby visit by...He should call me "表uncle"...but i duno how to call him
His name is shen roung

T.W.H confuse brain|mind|heart|soul

2009-01-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

It already a month and more.May be what the others say is right.she not as good as i think wor.May be...before this I already heard many complain about her,but i dont mind as always people say '人与人之间的相处不管她有多坏....' I realy hope that i can change her to be a strong minded person instant of just always cry.Look like i fail and on the other hand i been cheated,or should i say '自己找来的'...'自作自受'.

Actually i want someone to accompany me,as i find her yesterday.Because i realy having a bad time yesterday night,but suddenly...just dont mention it.I making myself embarras.May be he is right..."she make u like her..then she treated you like nothing"...Thank for this sentence i finally decide to...You also know la...

I went cut my hair again..this already is the 3rd time for this month.All because of that 'gay lou'.[i met her too while when i going to cut my hair].If this time my hair he say didnt pass...I going to kill him...AHHhhhh,i already felt very fan this recently...family matter/that girl...he come catch hair somemore...crazy one...
Lastly i duno whether realy wan to give up or not....teach me guys...comment plz...but dont too over...ok...thx..

Days without her no 40 days

2009-01-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today is a very very very bad day...
But still lucky have some happy hour going on..
In the morning...haiz..no need say lah...same old ignore..
Then in the affternoon,follow my mom's friends car went to KB mall...
Here start the happy hours...met some friends...
Kang shen and siang wen...we walk together till it reach the time...
Reach the time for me to go to aunty judy's house..for youth..
As usual...sing...read...pray...then about 7.15
My father came to fetch me..duno why he was on a hot temper..
Then i keep quiet as i know he was unhappy...
Then we reach kebun sultan for dinner...
The place traffic jam...my dad get even angry...
And we went home without having dinner...
He cook magi and i ask my mom to buy something back...
After that he went out for a second...
I try explain to my mom...
When he come back...we quarrel...it was serious...
i dont wish to type anymore...
Hope my family will get better...
Seriously in a dieing mood...

Days without her no 39 days

2009-01-15T16:45:00.002+08:00

Today having a experiment about "heart".Some of them bring cow's,sheep's....Just while i going home...I saw something again,something that make me very uncomfortable.She with him together walking out the school,haiz..When i arrive home,i straight away ride my motor and went out for lunch..I have a very bad mood.After an alone lunch i went ridin motor around tanjung chat,i almost get caugh if i didnt turn back.Thank to a malay guy who warn me.

Tonight i going to someone party.I dont care,this time i wan to drink...drink...Drunk...

Days without her no 38 days

2009-01-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

Lucky didnt get caught by ah sir today.He very ma fan de.Today we have experiment for biology,my finger become red...bcoz I play with that red ink...The ink look like blood leh...

Today so suang...We all keep on saying other ppl's father's name...At tuition also the same,kelian shen yeow always been bully by us...It is a cold wheather out there,this few days will be very cold and many people get sick...Its almost new year then so many people sick...It going to flood soon if it does not stop raining...

Today i saw her while recess.She have 'PJ' lesson.Then I tell wei liang and kelvin about her.I duno why,i excited when looking at her....I keep on watching outside from my place...Seeing she pass the form 1 classes...Ohh,she is a girl who always stay in a perfect look.While when after school she just caught a little rain then she already start caring her hair...so 'ai mei'...

Lazy going to school 2moro....

Days without her no 37 days

2009-01-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Wah,my friends say my blog emo wor...
Is that a good thing or a bad thing...
Another friend ask...who is 'her' eh...
That secret dy...cannot tell...
Today keep on raining before i even wake up....
My plan that going to school will motocycle failed....
Because of the rain....but i still manage to get wet after school...
She back early...as soon as she went out...she went off...
So i dont have the time to saw her this 2 days...
Got to visit the whole school dy...
See whether my friends are free or not...
I feel tired...wan to sleep early today...

Days without her no 36 days

2009-01-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

Suddenly skip to 36 days...
i also duno...i recount then notice it...
I didnt saw her today...
Duno whether she is sick or what...
Today have to stay back till 3pm...
because of extra classes....
I keep on concentrate on the stair at the kaunselor room there...
I didnt saw her nor the boy...
May be she follow another stair down...
I also look through the window at Bilik APD....
I also didnt saw her...may be she went home early...
Keep on her only....STUDY STUDY....!!!

2 days things...

2009-01-10T23:05:00.001+08:00

Days without her no 34 days

As usual…I went to tuition…
I keep on sneezing…and flue and flue….
Then I stay at home rest...
Didn’t go to Add math tuition…
So boring at home…i should post it yesterday but the line sott...
I going to start my revision dy…
But I still haven’t settle the relationship problems
Hope we can get better soon…

Days without her no 33 days

Today i ride my motor to school there with some friends...
We went there to play basketball....
We try went Chung hwa before...but they have prefect camp...
Luckily the teacher told us kindly...instant of take a broom....
Then since i have time i went to church again...
I dont wan stay too long....
So i arrive there about 10....
I just chat with them then after 1 hours...
I ride home le...I happy she care about it...
But i scare it just for a moment only...
My fever havent recover...then another sickness
Flue and cough...so ma fan de....hate it....
Need to sleep le...2moro have tuition....

Days without her no 32 days

2009-01-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

I will continue these tittle till the very end...
Today morning while i wake up...
My head keep on paining till after my school...
Then while i went tuition also keep on paining till now...
Today i quite flame at school...
My friends say she say she and he standing at the koperasi there together...
Nvm...i pretend like nothing...but...
That guy stare at me using the side of his eye...
Waliao...wait i be tahan baru know...
These 2 news make my hand become as hard as iron...
2moro still duno wan go there or not...
I hate him...He duno who he dealing with...??!!??!!

Days without her no 31 days

2009-01-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

Today i get much better than yesterday...
Today just get a little headache..little pening..and fever decrease...
Nothing to blog actually...since i didnt go school..
I just very miss her...
Inside my heart always have something that annouying me..
Are they both already together..??? being a couple..???
Since i have three friends birthdays...
07&08/01/09....
Happy birthday to Lee Teng....07/01/09
Happy birthday to Yong Catherine....08/01/09
Happy birthday to Eveline....08/01/09
Eveline help me many time in many situation...
She such a nice person....
May all your wish will come true

Days without her no 30 days

2009-01-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today while when i woke up,I already feel unwell
Then went to school...after having breakfast with friends....
The whole body of mine feel heat and headache and pening...
Then i ask my friend's parent to fetch me home....
They realy kind....Thank you...
Then sleep the whole day...
Until after dinner..my dad decided to bring me to a klinik...
Doctor Wee...Between the store and guardian....
On the way going there...we pass by kebun sultan
I saw her car...then i keep on watching....
I even open the window wan to wave hand with them at traffic light there...
But unsuccessfully...then i try again...another traffic light..this time her car just behind me..
So i just turn around...and smile to them...
It happy to see her...if happy then i wont be so unhappy...
People say while u unhappy,you are easily sick...
I a little better only...
Ohh,the docktor say i having a serious fever...39degree...
And he say my lung '发炎'...
I not going to school 2moro...so cant see her again...
I wish to tell her i am sick...but i scare she will dislike it...
Better dont contact her bah....

Days without her no 29 days

2009-01-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

Todays is the worst day ever...
Today need to stay back till 3pm..Extra classes...
Then straight away tuition bio at 3.30 till 5.00
Then tuition Add math at 6.00 till 7.30
I skip my english tuition start form 8pm
As I am sick,weak,hurt,headache,tired...
Because of 2 days just sleep 4 hours...
But i still look nth in school...
As again...i dont wan let the guy look my pale face...
Today i keep on saying 情敌...情敌...情敌...
Then finally..let me see him...'yong sui' till....
Actually He is waiting for her...
Shxt,i saw they both walk down the stair like couple...
At that time,i definitely wish to dissapear in this world...
While we went in to the Blik APD...
The seat was cover with dust...so dirty...
Then we use tissue to clean it...
When i throw the rubbish...i saw her though the stair window at U6SP1
She was waiting for her mom to fetch her...
I also stand at the stair there watching her...
Scare she been bully or what...
I stand there till her mom come fetch her...
I dont care whether the teacher scold me...
I happy i can saw her...
I need to cool down myself...wan to express all in swimming...
Planning dy...see what time first...
I wish she know how much i like her...
I know I am JEALOUS !!!

Days without her no 28 days

2009-01-04T16:27:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day in school...
I slept only 2 hours..
As i did my newspapercutting till 4am..
I am tired...sleepy...weak...
But still,I wont let others saw the time i tired,sleepy or tired...
I wont even let that guy saw my weak momment...
I keep on hanging at there...
Making fun,doing crazy thing....
Once i silent because of someone...
Now i going to be the boy who been hurt before...but this time is 2nd..
Skip those thing bah...
Today the whole school went inside the stadium..
First sure is spotcheck...2nd all those new rules and speech thing..
Actually i not so concentrate on hearing what principal was saying..
I just keep on watching someone that sit in a straight line while i looking that ways..
I duno whether she also watching me...or finding another one...
Now is in a dangerous situation...anytime will have a war between the beside...

Days without her no 27 days

2009-01-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I saw some comment…
It make me angry…green eye…
The whole body of mine like going hot…
Want to hit thing..but nth can let me hit..
Want to punch the wall, the neighbour and my parent will heard it…
So, I punch my own leg…Ouch, pain pain…!!
Look like all this holidays…
I am the one who always 自作多情..
当人家是宝,人家当你是草...
Duno how to face her in school...
Scare i will think her during lesson...
Haiz..I better change back to the old me...
Better than duno how to face her...
Bleed again...so just use fake and crazy emoction....
Snowball ? Snowman ? I am an idiot...

Days without her no 26 days

2009-01-02T20:08:00.002+08:00

Todays morning went to church again...
At there doing my hmwk on the other hand chatting with my friend..
Then i walk home...as i dont the mood to stay any longer..
Something annouying me...
While on the way home...i meet my friends too..
As he is going home from my house there to 'Kebun sultan' there
I walk walk home and do some house work as every friday need to be done..
Then follow my friends to have a ride outside...
Having some drinks at 'Golden Bean'..
Then they fetch me to church again..for youth fellowship...
Realy staying cool mood at that time...hv the mood in high and low..
High when chatting and laughing...then low again...
Ohh,some of them at there already cut their hair...
They look funny enough...one of them even have a name call 'mushroom head'
After the fellowship...having dinner with my parent...
Duno what happen to them...dont even have a simple smile on their face...
As i think...have trouble again...making me also moody...
I moody enough for someone..now moody about 2 more people...
I just want to have a simple happy life only....
Why cant i have it...!!!! and what she thinking....

Days without her no 25 days

2009-01-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

Just now went for a hair cut...
the new hair still look fine...
Yesterday night have some firework..
I enjoy watching it...
Yesterday not only my house having party,but others too..
I hate to see those guy showing off those simple thing…
That why i lislike being too good with those who really famous one
May be they really clever can invited someone or play with them
But do they need to show off by taking picture and upload in network..
Or bringing them to some party that they will be proud by those simpatic friends
Last night i have a different dream...
But same characters...
Every night different type of story but still the same her in my dream..
2moro may be going there...since have youth meeting...
Another year another tough....must hardworking start now

Days without her no 24 days

2008-12-31T22:19:00.002+08:00

Today my house having a party for count down for the year 2009
Now i am a person who almost drunk..
Many ppl at my house...all those i know since standard 4
All my best friend...now we all rest and drinking wine..
I drink it fast....that make me feel dizzy right now...
Duno she there have party to count down or not..
Did she invite other person but didnt not invite me..
My friends keep on asking me to send a msg to her...
But still i dont dare to..duno wat she going to reply me with...
I scare i become the old me again...
The mouth full with sweet thing with others girls..
My head feel heavy...very heavy...but still not sleepy..
I drink to forget the pain..借酒消愁..
Got to continue drink...see ya

Days without her no 23 days

2008-12-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Todays i purposely ask my dad past by '静私'..
Just to look whether she doing her hmwk there ??
suddenly think of what she doing...
I wan to msg her but still i dont dare...
ohh...the performance that me and my church take part in...
It show on the newspaper...
The KB mall performance was show at "南样商报" 19th december...
the picture i like it so much as i stand behind her...
I think many thing...all about her...
think we go anywhere together...
we have fun together..
But all that is just my imagination

Days without chocolate lynn NO 22

2008-12-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today i suddenly think of her..
Is she doing her hmwk now...
My friends ask me to sms her...
But i dont dare...
I still remember how i make her smile..
and how i make her cry...
she is a person that cry easily..
nth to say...playing spiderman's game

No 21 days didnt chat with her..

2008-12-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

Already so long dy didnt contact her...
But her memory inside me still keep on turning and showing..
I still remember the the first place we realy have fun...
Just now i went shopping for new year shirt...
i saw a slipper...not mine but i look like my friends slipper...
so i take a photo of it...

The days and the night

2008-12-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

This recently i cant online...duno why the line or wat damage dy...
This 2 day just stay at home...
Imaginating the face....thinking how when the school reopen..
wan to invite to have lunch again or not..
Everytime i heard the msg tone rings...
While when i open it..i wish it was a msg from her..
As i wont msg ppl first..i always the one who reply msg..
Not the one who send the msg at first...
Duno how was she now...
Just know i am very down now...
"always suan him,we are friend mah" ??
Haiz...nvm dy....have these feeling once..now the second time... [=.=]